| someone better laugh at this |
[Jun. 18th, 2004|12:28 am] |
i took another quiz.......
You are Desdemona, beautiful and trusting. You are
renowned for the beauty of your face and the
beauty in your heart. Those that know you,
love you. You love without care, for all
deserve to be loved. You trust those around
you with a childlke love, often to your own
suffering. You are often betrayed and hurt by
those whom you thought loved you back. You
trust easily and love unconditionally, and hurt
often.
You are Desdemona, the Innocent.
Which Shakespherean Heroine are you? (Beautiful Art)
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| kit |
[May. 5th, 2004|12:00 am] |
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jack white was on letterman with loretta lynn i am a lil confused it may not have been him though, but i am pretty sure that it was anywhosit yeah |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 27th, 2004|07:30 pm] |
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smile even when you know the whole world is against you |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 21st, 2004|12:31 am] |
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| | randy on the phone | ] |
so...i quit school. i should be home around the first of april. i don't know yet what i'm gunna do but i'll deal with that later. right now i am dealing with someone else. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 17th, 2004|01:21 am] |
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Your Energy is Orange. Restless at times, you are
a very focused self starter. People with orange
energy are organized, inspirational and design
concious. You are confident in your abilities
and like to be in control.
You would make a good architect, teacher, designer,
or entreprenuer.
What color is your energy?
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| is there suppossed to be?? |
[Mar. 13th, 2004|05:20 pm] |
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| |  depressed | ] |
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| | lobby noise | ] |
i feel really sick today. think i'm gunna go to a doctor/the hospital. really thinking about coming home. i don't think my health can stand up to this city and the stress of this school. i know i can't afford to live here. but i think the major reason i should leave is my health. i am not really having fun with classes i'm just going through the motions there is no excitement. is there suppossed to be?? |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 12th, 2004|08:40 pm] |
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| | lobby noise | ] |
okay kit i found a great picture. (google search stefanie) but i don't know how to put it on here. help |
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| ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW |
[Mar. 7th, 2004|03:53 am] |
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| |  determined | ] |
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| | rocky horror in my head lobby noise in reality | ] |
oh my goodness i had to change my panties when i came home it was so good. i am now determined to become part of the cast it could take me a while and it is not a paying show, but while enrolled nonpying is the only theatre i can do which if you know me at all i am perfectly fine with acting for free. so it is $10.25. and anytime i have that much i will be there rain or shine hell or high water i have found my place in this city. i met a guy there i was just talking to him before the show started about the show and how often he had seen it. and when we went inside to sit down he was wearing a kilt and gave me a lapdance. i am almost positive he was wearing it in the traditional manner if you know what i mean. he also kissed me out of know where. but the show was great, i will be a part of it. the cast is closed at the moment, but some of the people are not that great and i hope i will get in it. anywhosit i am hungry. bye |
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| rocky horror |
[Mar. 6th, 2004|06:53 pm] |
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| | optimistic | ] |
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| | lobby noise | ] |
i will be going to see interactive rocky horror tonite. so excited. it will be the first thing i have spent money on that i didnot absoulutely need. i really shouldn't go though, i don't have the $$$ and i have lots of homework i have not yet done, but fuck it i had a bad friday and i will not have a shitty weekend. anyway it starts at midnight so if i am awake when i return i will tell you all about it. |
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| umm |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|11:50 pm] |
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so out of no where everybody has just discovered my journal, i guess that's cool, though don't expect too much on here i don't write often and with classes and shit i don't have much time anyway. by the way thankyou kyle for your "peace" i can respect that. daniel hi! oh and when any of you that get the chance to come up here actually do we must go see interactive rocky horror. it is shown friday and saturday nights and part of the cast is from AMDA. i planned to see it this weekend, but i have no cash and lots of homework. typing of school, i walk at least 2 miles a day now and my calves are getting rather muscular. i started out in the integrated (musical theatre) program and have now switched over to the studio (stage and film) program. i like it a lot more, but the people are not as nice. all is well though, as usual i have made friends that are not in my semester met a nice british boy in 4th semester, he reminds me of kyle, always out to get some ass. he makes me laugh. i have made it clear to him he isn't getting any from me, but we still enjoy the flirting when he doesn't see an actual prospect. my 2 female roomates are nice we get along, Liz is 18 and trisha is about to be 20. trisha and i don't really like each other, we just try to stay off each others toes, but liz is a lot of fun she is always excited and very willing to change something if it doesn't suit the trisha and i. but trisha is the only one that really complains about anything in the room. oh well i can switch rooms at the end of the semester. maybe liz and i could get a double. well, i have to learn a 20 min. long scene by tomarrow and you know me i haven't started yet so i have to go. love to everybody even you kyle and guhnite |
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| so an update |
[Jan. 6th, 2004|03:03 pm] |
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| | melancholy | ] |
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| | dora the explorer | ] |
i realize that i don't keep up with this thing, but this time i actually have an excuse i have been shitty ass sick sense i don't even know when and am still a little sick. but we continue. nothing new really, i turned 19 i'm old it's sad i got one happy birthday from a friend and my family entirely forgot except erin which is usual, but never ceses to dissappoint me. um merry christmas since i missed that here and happy new year i missed that too i appologize and beg all of you for forgivness. umm oh now i am waiting around till i start school which is feb. 12th, oh but that doesn't mean that is when i'm leaving. i am evacuating this place around the 18th of this month which is 2 weeks from yesterday um so ....... yeah thats all i got |
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| life |
[Nov. 26th, 2003|12:38 am] |
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| | discontent | ] |
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i was just watching tv and it was a family sitting around at thanksgiving dinner at a table with the food all set out and everything looked perfect and the family was upset with each other but at the end of the show it all worked out well sort of. and i was wondering if anybody actually has a life like that? i mean the perfection the superficial anger that deep down is really love and caring. on the simpler side does anybody actually sit down to a beautifully prepared thanksgiving dinner? you know all i've ever wanted in life is to have a family get together that was not riddle with pretend smiles and wasn't followed by or completed with a ridiculous argument, to have that tv/movie family that has their differences but accepts them and laughs together rather than at one another. does that perfect family exist? if it did would there be room in it for a person like me? with all of my excintrisities(spelling?) and mental and physical impairments? all i ever wanted was something no one should have it would be horribly unfair to the less fortunate. hell it would be nice to just all sit at a table together for any dinner. |
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| just something i noticed |
[Nov. 21st, 2003|02:04 am] |
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| | the humm of my computer | ] |
i was bored. of course i was bored, not the point though. in my current state of bordem i decided to find a community to join, now of all the things i enjoy, i must say acting is my favorite. it is the only thing i can obsess about never, untill the last show be entirely through with, and does not make me bored. so i looked for communities with an interest in acting, and i found a shitload of them. the thing i noticed is that throught all of the theatre/drama/acting communities i looked at which were filled with "actors" posting was very rarely made. which means....... there is a reason i don't ever post. actors don't keep up with shit!!!
thank you and guh nite |
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| bored |
[Oct. 15th, 2003|03:22 am] |
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so fucking bored went to sleep at 5am and woke up at 5:30pm felt shitty all week, well the last 7 days or so. think i'm getting sick. went to daniels house the other day and watched matrix reloaded and have almost reached my limit for kyle's ashole-ness every time i'm around him he picks a button that he knows i'm sensitive about and just fucking won't stop pushing it. this time it was about my job status, of which i have none. last time it was randy and we were in a group of of quite a few people and i really had to struggle not to cry any time he gets slightly annoyed by me he plays that card and i can't do a damn thing about it. i broke his heart i broke randy's heart and i can't forgive myself for either one which he knows and in his immense hatred for me he continues to bring up if it's allright with everyone, i'm going to hate him for a bit. actually fuck your opinions i'm just gunna hate him. i really wish i could call travis, but every time i call he is with shuanna and lisa who are just so much more bubbly and interesting and i feel like i'm keeping him from having funn. and the last few times i've called he doesn't even answer making me think he doesn't even want to talk to me which is sooo fucking upsetting mostly cuz i'm used to talking to someone everynite now. *sobb* all around okay i'm done bitching guhnite |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 18th, 2003|07:13 pm] |
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today begins my week sitting my cousin's three dogs. now, don't get me wrong i am an animal person, but i don't really enjoy animals for long time periods. i will be here until the 24th. ---I'm all alone .... there's no one here beside me.--- heehee too funny anywhosit i'll write sum more later. |
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| mmmmmm johnny |
[Sep. 7th, 2003|10:05 am] |
You are William Blake. Trying to find a job, you
went out to a strange place and lost everything
you knew. With the knowledge of your own
mortality, you go through the rest of your life
trying to survive but knowing it's no use. You
embrace the existentialist way of thinking and
for you life is just a number of days.
What Johnny Depp Movie Character Are You?
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| RIGHT........... |
[Sep. 7th, 2003|12:23 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  stressed | ] |
anywhosit, i have a dilema, and i have shared it with 2 other people who could offer no advise. now normally i would go to two specific people but in this situation both are biased. it is really upsetting to not be able to get advise from them...they are the ones i rely on. lol i being the indecisive person that i am have even called one of them to ask what i wanted to eat for lunch that day, and the great and (in his own mind)all-knowing person that he is came up with a suitable answer. every time i've had a problem, i've been able to ask one of them, but this time, which is not really so much a ..problem..as it is something i need to decide, involves one of them and has, in a form, been a choice made about the other one.
i broke someone's heart once three people's to be exact. but one of them stands out. i don't think i can forgive myself for it. i think i made the wrong decision back then. i lost touch with this one for a long time over it, and though he has come back to me, i have imbedded an immense hatred in him. i'm afraid to choose in this new situation because i could say no and hurt a very much needed friend or choose yes and have a 50/50 chance of being immensely happy OR being me and fucking it up royally and losing him.
if you are emotionally in touch with someone does loving them matter?? |
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